Humbleness of my submissive

When we first started our journey into D/s I asked her very straightforward questions. This was my attempt to understand where she was. I knew then what D/s is/was where she did not. I had been a Dom who's hands were tied, metaphorically speaking, in our relationship. I was unable to exercise my desires to control and she had been unwilling to be the person I knew she was, a submissive. But I am a strong man, and I endued much in my time of patently waiting for my day to come. And when that day came, I broke my chains and showed her who I was.

From that day forth, I have trained her, instructed her, and molded her into the submissive I know she can be. One of the very first questions I asked was will you kneel at my feet. she was reluctant to say yes. I accepted her answer but I was not satisfied with it. My submissive will humble herself before me. That is my nature and my Dominance. So I began her training. I never forced anything on her. I always told her that if she wishes the door is there and she may walk away at anytime. she chooses to stay and I reward her and praise her for the accomplishments she makes.

Sadly, for the next few months, I am not home so our conversations have been IM bases. Last, night I asked her to tell me how she will show her Owner the extent of her humbleness. My submissive has almost found complete and total humbleness at her Owner's feet.

i will take them and hold them with his permission..while they are in my hands i will rub my face on them..and then gently give them soft kisses all over from top to bottom
then take his toes and suck on them and kiss them
then i will put them down on the ground and lay down beside them with my face up against them
still kissing them and wiping my tears off of them with my kisses
the tears are not sad tears..but joyful tears of bliss being at my Owners feet
i will caress them with my hands and gently pet them

and when Owner tells me to get up i will but i will lay there coninuting to kiss, and suck, and adore  my Owner at his feet for as long as he lets me..cause he allows me to and that is a gift and i will accept the gift for as long as he will give it
Owner gives himself for me and if id ont take every opportunity to enjoy every second then i am wasting what Owner is preciously giving me and that is not a good sub..
and i am Owners good servant submissive


-OwnerDoms

Checking under the hood

Alright, I figured this might be a good post and a good waste of the internet's hard drive. The topic for this post is checking under the hood of your submissive's mind. So I will be relating my submissive to my car. Most of us have a car, we drive it practically everyday. Short trips, long trips and oh shit I hope I have enough gas trips. But the point is, you need to check on your car to see if there is wear and tear, then figure out how to get it fixed.

We park the car in the garage and set time aside to do nothing but give the car a thorough review. With the hood open, we tighten up the hoses, check the tension of the belts, the fluids, pressures, and so on. The car shows no real signs of any issues and we are done. Shut the hood and off to our next destination.

As an Owner, you have to take the time to clear off the bed, lay your submissive down, and spend time under the hood of her mind. (Later, you can spend time under a different hood of hers!) she needs to be checked on, her Owner needs to make sure there are no emotional leaks, or that the tension of her Owner's belt hasn't been to tight. With that same attention to detail, actually more, that was spent on the car, the Owner needs to carefully inspect his submissive. Yes, this process is quite vanilla but it increases the lifetime and performance of your submissive. Even through she willing allows her Owner to use her in the roughest ways he can and drive her to the edge, sometimes over. There is one thing about her that differs from an Owner's other possessions. she is flesh and blood.

Now I'm not saying you need to do this ever other day. Oh no, in fact this will have a negative effect on your submissive. But you have to make sure that the training you are giving her is being absorbed correctly and that you haven't inadvertently created some issues from the stress of training. Then once you are certain that everything is well under the hood of her mind find the hood between her legs and make her mind go wild.

Do you mind if I steer off topic for a second? good. Sometimes the best control of a submissive is to leave her untied, lay her on her back on the bed, and make out with the lips not on her face. Wrap you arms around her thighs to hold her ass down on the bed and make her feel out of control by simple giving her such an erotic pleasure with your mouth. Just remember don't rush it, you have time, let the sexual pleasure be hers. Find that spot, the lick, that movement of your tongue which causes her toes to curl and fingers to dig into the bed. Make this place be the only place where a safe word, has no meaning to you. Finish her off and leave her laying there untied and complete in your control.



-OwnerDoms

Tormenting my submissive

Sometimes an Owner just has to be mean. A submissive is there for the Owner's pleasure. she does exactly as she is told, she learns the ways and commands of her Owner. Even when blindfolded she knows the sound of his breathe, the touch of his hand, and the feel of his cock on her lips. When the Owner commands the submissive rushes to obey. There are many ways an Owner can cause his submissive to lose control, to feel helpless, and above all to desire more and more from their Owner. There is one way that can drive a submissive just crazy, causing her to be filled with such emotional and sexual desires for her Owner. All the while keeping that fulfillment of her desires from her, teasing and tormenting her with the very thing she craves.

What! Why would you ever torment someone else? Just wait and keep reading this isn't as bad as it sounds, well at least not for the Owner. :)

This is how I torment my submissive. I will wait until evening time when the day is almost done and she has done well for her Owner all day. When she has done something that deserves praise and reward. I will say to little girl, go upstairs right now, prepare your body for your Owner and wait in your spot. Then submissive will hurry to her Owner's chambers to get in full beauty (naked), clean her body, and place her SL collar & leash on and tie it to my bed post. She then kneels on her big pillow with legs close together, hands on her knees, back straight, and head bowed. I will give her plenty of time to prepare and then wait. Oh the waiting, not knowing what Owner will do or want from her. She prepares herself to give her best to be pleasing to her Owner. This isn't the torment, its only the foreplay.

When I decide she has waited long enough, I will walk in locking the door behind. she knows that she can not run but she doesn't want too. The locked door with her in the room is safety to her and she loves it. I will then take the long pink cloth out of the drawer and tie it around her head. The soft smooth pink cloth completely covers her eyes and ears causing her sense of smell, touch, and taste to be heighten. By this time my pussy is quite wet and as I reach my fingers down to check, her body shivers and a little moan escapes her mouth. I will tell her 'very good little girl' and a smile finds itself on her lips. Then I instruct her to open her mouth and no matter what do not close it and do not swallow. My submissive worships her Owner and she worships his cock. she says all the time that when Owner cums in her mouth and gives his nourishment, that is her greatest reward. Now the torment begins.

I stand in front of her adjusting her head and opening wide her mouth. she hears me opening my pants and zipping them down. Then on her tongue I will place my cock and this always makes my pussy shake. As I begin to stoke myself, I will rub the head of my cock own her lips and at times across her face. By now my pussy is starting to fill up and wink for its Owner. As my breathing increases so does hers with anticipation and desire for my cock and what I will give her. When I see that she is ready to flood, I snap my fingers twice, her cue to cum. I will continue to stoke and enjoy the moment. As I watch her force her mouth open and fight to stay still. Again with two snaps of my fingers, my pussy lets lose. When I see her mouth and her desire run out the corner of her lips, I know my submissive is in complete torment now. I wait a little bit longer, rubbing and teasing. Then I cum in her mouth as she moans and leaks. she remembers she is not to swallow or close her mouth. But right now the sweet taste of my nourishment is driving her crazy. Even now, I control her my nourishment slowly running down the back of her throat, tickling and teasing the whole way down. And after a couple of moments, I command her to swallow and then happiness takes over her as she drinks down her Owner. I will put my cock back in her mouth and let her clean it off. Then leave her there a bit longer, burning with passion and her wet pillow.

This is the torment of my submissive. Its something that she loves, its something that she hates, and torment that she can't wait to endure.



-OwnerDoms

Kneeling time

About a month ago, I felt it was time to give my submissive kneeling time. Kneeling time for a submissive is a wonderful experience for her and helps to mold her mind and will. While in kneeling time a submissive can relax and gather herself while releasing mental stress.

When submissive enjoys her kneeling time she does so exactly how her Owner has instructed. For my submissive, she knows exactly how it is done. she is to go into her Owner's bedroom and lock the door which in itself provides submissive security and helps her feel like she is 'hiding out' in the safety of her Owner's bedroom. She then removes all clothes to be in full beauty (unless Owner has instructed her to wear something specific), places her SL collar around her neck and ties the leash to he Owner's bed post. And finally kneels down at the foot of the bed (which in her mind symbolizes her Owner's feet), her knees and ankles close together, sits up straight with her hands on her knees.

For the next 15 minutes, my submissive thinks only on her Owner, his control and dominance, his love and rewards for her perfect submission. she allows herself  to let go and her Owner to take control. In this time, she may experience many different emotions, many times her Owner's pussy becomes wet and even sometimes flooded by the mere thought of Owner. she will spend most of the time in silence except when she is whispering her creed to her Owner or giving him thanks. And when her 15 minutes has passed, she carefully puts away her Owner's collar & leash, puts her clothes back on and carries on throughout her day with more focus, desire, and love for her Owner.

Today I asked my little girl how her kneeling time went and this is her reply
"It was awesome as always..i had on my corset and my collar and heels and i got down on the floor today being leashed to the bed and felt so at peace..i almost started to cry
i thought of you and all you've taught me and all i have to learn from you
then i started missing you like crazy even more than usual..i whipspered to you how much you mean to me as my Owner
how much i will serve you with all my life and body
and then i thanked you for all your patience, training, dedication, and hard work you have put into me...
i said my creed a few times while in adoring kitty..then got back up to my postion..i just wanted to adore you even at that moment even though you couldn't see me"

Adoring Kitty position

-OwnerDoms

submissive's desires grow

My lovely little girl left a darling note about the desires and emotions she felt throughout the day. I had to share it because its the product of taming danger and my submissive giving a little more of her life to her Owner. she has truly grown in her desires for her Owner's reward.

"Today I have thought of my Owner so much that not only was my pussy wet but i was sad, angry, happy, all emotions that contradict each other came to me. I felt today an overwhelming feeling of need to please my Owner so badly. Its not a want or some feeling just because, i truly feel like i need to serve him. im not sure how to explain how i feel other than i am a submissive and since my Owner is away because of work im not getting to be a submissive to him (face to face). his submissive desires to please him in every sexual way he can think of. his submissive desires to please him in every emotional way as well. I have thought of my Owner all day. even in the midst of tending to kids, cooking dinners, cleaning house, tending to pets and all the things a submissive does i thought of him. I even made his favorite desert tonight because if he was here i know he would be pleased to have those things. i am a submissive and i need an Owner and my Owner is far from me. I long to serve my Owner, I long to be the best submissive that ever was. it may sound selfish but my Owner has trained me so well to need him that i am so anxious, for a lack of a better word, to serve him. I keep saying it but it is what I am..i am a submissive and a submissive has an Owner. I long to have mine with me so that i can be his submissive and i can feel him petting my hair and telling me "good little girl" when i get my reward. Oh how i long for these things. I've just missed my Owner so much. I love you Owner."

Little girl's favorite picture, just for her.
Owner requires much from her, and expects 
nothing but her entire life. And submissive
wouldn't have it any other way.







-OwnerDoms

Kneel at my first post!

Well now you've done it blogland! You sucked me into writing a blog.
I was trying to recall if I've ever done something like this. I'm pretty certain I haven't.

So as I start this, be like me, don't expect a post everyday or even a week. But chances are I will post more often than I intend to right now.

The really main purpose I have for even doing this is to chronicle the taming of my submissive.
She has several names that I call her so beware of them because many times what I call is completely based on the situation or mood. She is called: submissive, missy, little girl, treasure.

For me, well many people call me an asshole then they get to know me better. And after getting to know me, you'll probably still call me asshole but a really funny one! But just for the record, ownerdoms = Owner Dominates!

Enough for now.

-OwnerDoms